what i would do for a bottle of wine right now…
i miss him so much
it’s driving me crazy.
i’m seeing a therapist. she told me that i should stop blaming myself. it’s not my fault.
no matter what he says i feel like i wasn’t enough to keep him from the drugs. because i wasn’t.
i’m not that life changing girl. not like the girls in the movies. i can’t be what makes him better. no matter how much i want to be.